I’ve been watching this show called “The Unit”. Colton let me borrow Season 1 he gave it to me 2 days ago and now I’m waiting for the last disc…Kinda glad he has it, I haven’t been to bed before 2 o’clock staying up to watch that show! Anyways I thought I would share some thoughts about this summer that have been on my mind lately and they are half the reason why I haven’t been sleeping well.

I had this sleeping problem last year after I got back from Morocco, I think it might have been from taking sleeping pills over there… I just get restless at night and I can’t seem to shut off my mind.

June 1st is when I start Summer I. And I am terrified. I have been scared/nervous of taking Spanish through out my collegiate career. Not scared of Financial Accounting, College Algebra, New Testament or Statistics. But of Spanish. I have never been really good at languages. I can get by…kinda with my Vietnamese and my English well…I don’t have an accent but my grammar is pretty bad. I have tried different ways to get out of taking it…online spanish and other languages (never fit with my schedule) but now my back is against the wall…the only thing in the way of my degree is Spanish I & II. So instead of taking 2 semesters to learn Spanish… I have to learn it in 2 months…please pray! ha

On top of that I have 2 part-time jobs. One with FBC Belton as the College Intern and the other is for UMHB as the Student Organizations Student Worker. I am excited about both jobs but I hope I haven’t bitten off more then I can chew. I am scared that I won’t be able to go a good enough job for Kristy…or for the College Ministry but I also want to graduate. Also there is drama back home with my family plus I can’t pay rent on time because both jobs pay minimum and I never get the checks at the same time…I have a lot on my plate this summer but I trust in the Lord. I am in these situations for a reason and I’m sure He is going to teach me a lot, whether it’s learning to have more faith in Him or time management… this should be an interesting summer here in Belton, Texas.

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